Counting d0wn :( ...Lo0king f0rWardz!! :P
Finally its end of april!! what a long and draggy month it had been.. Dayz of long working hours are definitely killing me!! Fortunately, the troughs are diminishing with crest forming. Yesh! I am counting down and looking forward now.... My family and I are going JAPAN in july!! hahahahaha............. something to look forward to. I am so anixous and excited about my trip. I had booked the package without consulting my boss first! haha... My initial plan was to go australia next year july when my project schedule is more settle down. However, I am so sick of life now and decided to bring forward my trip!! Hence, after a round of disscussion with my sis, we decided to go this july! Unfortunately, there's a kind of disease or virus that eats up human flesh in melbourne! So no way are we going to take such a risk though we do feel disappointed! We decided to go Japan instead since my mom wishes to go there after she heard about the great food, great things, great people... in Japan. Since she is longing to go there, we shall grant her the wish! Anyway, Japan is definitely one of my holiday trip lists. :P So here we go, Japan a beautiful city! Hmm... the next trip will definitely be the peaceful and fantastic Australia next year july! Thinking of schooling time, I always hope that time dun pass so fast but not now anymore! Now I really wish time fly past as quickly as it can so that I can go Japan! With something to look forward to, I do not drag myself to work but with motivation! haha... I cant explain the excitement I feel now and how impatient I am!!! :D Wonder if I can see takuya on the street filming or any other japan stars! haha... I cant wait to earn lotsa of money and at the mid or end of each year, I can go to a different country to enjoy my holiday!!! Dayz to go 68 more days....
Mirror Reflection........
Boredom seems to love me or is it a kind of virus that gets infected easily unless u get yourself vaccinated! Since I started work, my life is getting dull & mudane. Its the routine lifestyle of every co-workers I believe. So sad..guess its also the hectic life locally and there's nothing much to do to pass my time. Hmm...my frenz who noes me said I am too hardworking for I not only work OT on weekdays but also on weekend. Haha...kind of used to it since it's probably the most meaningful ways to waste my time! :P Frankly speaking, I believe that working hard when young is good as I can retire early and do things I love when time is plentiful! Actually, my life not that bored after all. At least I spent most of my weekend with my family and I think its the most enjoyable and happiest time as it does strengthen our bonds. Besides that, shopping spice up my life for it is the only LIFE thing for me! I truly enjoyed shopping but do sometimes do feel heartache at the end of the dayz as I could spend few hundred bucks in a day! It seems that I am not the only one. Our spending is higher as we graduated as we stepped into the working society. Guess its the common trend and is uncontrollable! Time to control or I will go into tight budget! Really, looking forward to end of this year soon so that I can achieve my goals...Yesterday, I was reading and trying to understand myself from some horoscope online. I realized that I am truly a pisces as I am definitely mutable. When I am feeling down, lost, depressed and hopeless, I can isolate myself and sink into my own world not wishing to care about the happenings in the surrounding. Nobody can ever save me from this pit I fallen into. However, as I slowly picked myself up from the healing process, my moods change tremendously, it changed for better. I feel more confident and grew stronger than ever after each reflection. My perspective changes, I believe in myself more strongly than ever, believe that nothing is beyond my capabilities if I am willing to try, willing to learn & willing to challenge myself. Things or matters that I thought I could not accomplish become a tiny issue afterall. Okie time to rest and get myself prepared for tomorrow's challenge!
Crazy days
Yeah..since last month, I have no time for a long rest not to mention time for a blog! Think its time to learn time management well and the importance of stress handling.. Beside looking forward to a busy week ahead next week, there's nothing much to look forward to. Its an important week for me where data testing slipps in and crawls out. It shall be an exhausting and frustrating days coaxing the users! What the hell! Frankly speaking, I enjoyed my work, truly love my job scope but definitely hate the users. Their fickle & indecisive mind and greed never seems to lessen... dragging and making us toil dayz and nites! Their hunger for new and fanciful ideas goes on and on..... Fortunately, my project mates are fun and great to be with. They are the source of motivation that keeps me going on for none of us thought of giving up no matter how high the hurdles stand! The strong bond that we have accumulated as we spent dayz and nitez encouraging, supporting one another, listening to one another grumbles strengthen our relationship. The everlasting spirits held high up as we all work toward one goal, to complete this project, making it a success keeps appearing in my thoughts whenever I feel live giving up! NO way am I to give it up so lightly as I believe that I can make it so do they and sure can WE! :D In the past, people always said that colleagues are never your frenz but your foes for they vie to climb up the corporate ladder. This is true to a great extent but in here, I found true frenz who are my colleagues where we care and support one another when one feels down. These few months experience with them seems to conflict the aforementioned statement where colleagues are usually foes. What touches me was not only the surprises they gave me on my birthday but the moral support and encouragement, everlasting laughters from teasing one another. Suddenly, I realised that the so called long term frenz seems to have fade where new frenz are made just like new cells that keeps replicating to replace the old cells . Old fren seems to pale in comparison to these new frenz.. Probably, the dynamic changes keeps us apart and as we grow, our thoughts differ and those common interests vanished. The most hateful thing and yet lovely thing to have in this world is LOVE. However, when its handled wrongly, it turns to hatred, revenge, coldness, horror......... The song "The trouble with love.." depicts what I meant. Before any frenz of mine goes into relationship, we are buddies, we care for each other, the love between us is purely care and concern for one another. However, things changed when most of them have boyfriends or girlfriends, singles get neglected as their so called buddies never seems to be free anymore. Why cant their time be manage and balance well between frenz and their partners. As they break free from their relationship, they finally understand what are frenz for! I hate that, frenz are not your buoy or spare tires. Its true that only true frenz will be there for you when you need them. True frenz never say NO when you seek their help but true frenz never take their frenz for granted too. It seems that the world has changed so much or maybe I should said people has changed so much that trust can never be place safely in one's hand anymore... Now my only goals in life is to earn lotsa of $$$ and travel round the world as I am alive. I hope to enjoy life and jump out of the well to see a different world..
