Crazy days
Yeah..since last month, I have no time for a long rest not to mention time for a blog! Think its time to learn time management well and the importance of stress handling.. Beside looking forward to a busy week ahead next week, there's nothing much to look forward to. Its an important week for me where data testing slipps in and crawls out. It shall be an exhausting and frustrating days coaxing the users! What the hell! Frankly speaking, I enjoyed my work, truly love my job scope but definitely hate the users. Their fickle & indecisive mind and greed never seems to lessen... dragging and making us toil dayz and nites! Their hunger for new and fanciful ideas goes on and on..... Fortunately, my project mates are fun and great to be with. They are the source of motivation that keeps me going on for none of us thought of giving up no matter how high the hurdles stand! The strong bond that we have accumulated as we spent dayz and nitez encouraging, supporting one another, listening to one another grumbles strengthen our relationship. The everlasting spirits held high up as we all work toward one goal, to complete this project, making it a success keeps appearing in my thoughts whenever I feel live giving up! NO way am I to give it up so lightly as I believe that I can make it so do they and sure can WE! :D In the past, people always said that colleagues are never your frenz but your foes for they vie to climb up the corporate ladder. This is true to a great extent but in here, I found true frenz who are my colleagues where we care and support one another when one feels down. These few months experience with them seems to conflict the aforementioned statement where colleagues are usually foes. What touches me was not only the surprises they gave me on my birthday but the moral support and encouragement, everlasting laughters from teasing one another. Suddenly, I realised that the so called long term frenz seems to have fade where new frenz are made just like new cells that keeps replicating to replace the old cells . Old fren seems to pale in comparison to these new frenz.. Probably, the dynamic changes keeps us apart and as we grow, our thoughts differ and those common interests vanished. The most hateful thing and yet lovely thing to have in this world is LOVE. However, when its handled wrongly, it turns to hatred, revenge, coldness, horror......... The song "The trouble with love.." depicts what I meant. Before any frenz of mine goes into relationship, we are buddies, we care for each other, the love between us is purely care and concern for one another. However, things changed when most of them have boyfriends or girlfriends, singles get neglected as their so called buddies never seems to be free anymore. Why cant their time be manage and balance well between frenz and their partners. As they break free from their relationship, they finally understand what are frenz for! I hate that, frenz are not your buoy or spare tires. Its true that only true frenz will be there for you when you need them. True frenz never say NO when you seek their help but true frenz never take their frenz for granted too. It seems that the world has changed so much or maybe I should said people has changed so much that trust can never be place safely in one's hand anymore... Now my only goals in life is to earn lotsa of $$$ and travel round the world as I am alive. I hope to enjoy life and jump out of the well to see a different world..
posted by Rebecca @ 12:34 AM
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